disappointment in myself, inner rage, a good for nothing all it does is complain about how qu e always so bad you live, my life so far is a total shit, I hate myself I wish I died
, always want my death, I am used alone who spirits up, that shit works if you do that if I keep teasing and fucking the life all around me, that is always served crying, so far I do not understand .. iyendo none of this is, it seems to me what I deserve .. life does not want me and grabs me by kicking, no ouch he looks good in anything then so why shit I'm still alive? if my life continues so .. totally painful, mi heart can not hold .. -Cries and tries to breathe-nose up it will go, do not deserve to live do not deserve to BE HERE, I have wanted to tie me and throw me a rope from her neck to calm my tears drown a damn time ... always wanted to make, BUT SHIT I can not stand ...
sometimes I feel my place is not here, I understand because I'm never like the others, so imperactivas and happy and things happen you just feel faster and I am feeling that I always
cgando is all I am a good for nothing, not even I can be happy with my friends when they need it for more pretend happiness for them, after & eacuteshit that's why I have therefore not be gosando desalud vy, that destroys me alone and I would like to have cancer of shit time for me to die ..
cmbiaria for everything if I may suggest, but I have a face so shit that I go around the world every so often, try everything, everything I do, everything I say and nothing .... I have had so far past dark know not cope, and I feel like the same things I go round and round and nuvo happens all without me doing something .. haiga it is? some punishment of fate? ... Nisquiera
felt something towards someone .. but so what? ALWAYS HAVE BEEN ONE .. to trick me? because illusions me so much? I can not even hacerle happy or laugh or anything, knowing him as are his things .. I feel that I am over weight ..
not deserve to have a boyfriend but who am I to care ... but .. I sintienddo cold in this after all .. I feel that I can not say anything, you're away and I can do .. . I love you and I love you but I feel that I am all for you
friends .. I am not even a damn magnet attracting people who only hurt me ... so I have no one else to trust .. just do not want to hurt anyone ... but a lot of that if I hurt .. I have such bad luck ..
and also what was missing again esque my dad went to take and got lost on the road where the fuck's Nose;, Hsta now is coming, I want to kill ehombre of despair .. -Cries loudly, "I'm afraid I'll be without a father soon and I will not!" Still crying - but .. I can do
if that's what he wants, that I will desaparesca well if that would change, ami father always hate this so, ami ami mama and sister affected him too and that micron do not understand, the only thing nickel strike is giving sermons and more ermones but do not understand .. so money is spent at home and nothing is progressing well and all we have is poverty and my mother Hysterica so because the head is sick too .. -Cries loudly-n no money and no money for anything, not even to study me, that means that once again myI .... I want to die .. die ..
so much sleep and wake up very late, is one of my habits that I like because I SEE HURT .. MY REAL BITCH
.. I am alone in my dark room damn no more than keep crying like a damn mentally retarded, I'm always crying after I was told everything always remember it .. and those mocking laughter everywhere ..
of these girls will continue to be hit with a thousand demons and bleeding in elpis and try to get up to much pain .. fuck it that I am pathetic ..
my heart and I can not but boy .. fuck alone ...
my eyes fall out and lose & eacute and the view ....
nose
this happen to me I swear ... I'm doomed ..
no longer want to dream ... I do not want to see things you never could do in my life .. it hurts ...
if alguienem give my last wish would disappear altogether .. can not stand my life so hard ..
-strong bite the Pillows to catch your tears -
ahh ....
help me ...
